andrew.defreitas@gmail.com

Wednesday, October 24, 2007




To: Everybody involved in running Pasadena Bakery, and everyone who makes up a part in their lives, and the lives of these and those and so on.
PIECYCLE

I am writing a letter in praise of something you made, but I would not be truly sincere if I was to say that I just wanted to show pure gratitude, and nothing else. I cant ignore the fact that, even though I am filled with gratitude to the point that I let it overflow and fill up this envelope, I also see a glimmer of hope in that mixture, a hope that in receiving this praise that you would be compelled to keep on doing what you do so fantastically well.

I am writing to thank you for making custard pies in such a way that goes so far as to make me enjoy life more not only whenever I am in the presence of one, but because I have been so blessed to encounter one. Even further, just the thought of one of your pies stirs excitement within me. With other things I enjoy, of which there are many baked goods, I am almost left disappointed by the last bite, not just because it was good and I wanted more, but because perhaps it was only good enough while it was being eaten, or chewed. With your pies, I taste every aspect of the process around their existence, so much so that even now, after being separated from them for more than half a year, I can still taste the exquisite goodness through my memory of them, and my anticipation of encounters to come. I will describe to you briefly how great your pies really are through a scenario summarising an encounter with them:

I would make the decision to get a custard pie. It would take much too long to include what might bring such a decision about. This would make me excited, and I would share this with others by asking around who would like one. This often involved the sharing of past Pasadena Bakery custard pie stories with fellow pie lovers, or if there were a pie virgin in the room, a passionate description of every aspect of the pie would follow. This description would cover the intense creaminess of the custard, without it being too heavy or too light, the way that you feel perfectly satisfied after one pie, and are not exactly sure why. The way the cinnamon on top is so casually resting there, as if it didn’t matter where it was, but in truth nothing matters much more then than that cinnamon being present, there, on the precious custard filling of that very pie. The way that the crust of the pie crumbles without being crumbly, the way that it tastes so good that it doesn’t matter if your second to last bite accidentally takes all the custard, because the crust is incredible even on its own. I could go on forever. But what makes them so great would not be covered, because it exists not only in the pies themselves.

Back to the scenario: The excitement generated would often involve people being brought together. A pie community would form. There has even been situations of group bike rides with the sole purpose of crossing the city to get to the Pasadena Bakery. Or even if, as I often would, offer to help a friend of mine get over to Point Chev, a large part of this decision-come act of kindness being that I would be near to your bakery. From that instance alone, there is not only the good of the favour in driving my friend, but also the pie for myself and the feeling I have done a favour at the same time. But it does not stop there. I would never buy just one pie, always two, often more, as I would want someone else to share in the experience. The price of each pie, no different to regular pricing at other bakeries that come nowhere near to producing the magic that you do, constantly blows my mind. Please don’t raise the price of the pies, you are incredible. Even if the pies had sold out, the fleeting disappointment would give way to a certain gladness or satisfaction that at least every pie would be experienced by another person, and in the same motion I would catch sight of the next moment when a pie and me and everything I describe here might recycle itself, I would see the whole cycle of life with pies, and my own position in that cycle which I am so grateful for.

The quality of the pies is so high that I would not see it adequate to eat it just anywhere, I would need to find the right place for that time, and I would not mind waiting, because even the anticipation of the pie-to-come would bring with it a most rapturous joy. Often having an extra pie in possession would mean I would be compelled to deliver it to someone I care about, or rather to draw someone in to meeting me over a pie, someone I might not see otherwise. Eating one of your pies, each bite tastes not only of its ingredients which you so masterfully assembled and gifted to the earth, but also of this whole collection of events, sensations, relationships, places, memories and anticipations that are attached to it and somehow make up its filling. But we also know that these could just as well be found in the taste of the crust alone, as long as we acknowledge that that piece of crust contains within it the essence of the whole thing, the whole pie, but also the whole pie-cycle that you give motion to.

Please continue to make your custard pies, they do a lot more than just sell themselves, and I am so very gracious that you have provided me and so many others with the blessing and chain of blessings that follow your pies and lead back to them. Bless the pies and the hands that made them.


Infinitely thankful,
andy<

2 comments:

Alex de Freitas said...

oh andy! I miss them now too.
I buy one, sometimes more, custard pies a day from HSB cafe. While they share all the same elements, crust, cinnamon, custard, it's funny how much of a different experience the Pasadena Pie is!.

I love to read your writing.
I always come away with one or two highlights. Parts that I particularly liked, or made me warm inside.

Today they were:

"even though I am filled with gratitude to the point that I let it overflow and fill up this envelope"

and

"The way that the crust of the pie crumbles without being crumbly, the way that it tastes so good that it doesn’t matter if your second to last bite accidentally takes all the custard, because the crust is incredible even on its own"

The first is just a beautiful sentence. The second, well, it is just so true.

Hope you are well.
I have exam in four hours!! EEK!
Alex

Tamsen said...

im not sure if I should address this to you or the pies (which is more derserving? equality please)

the pies it is-
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at first when my friend andrew told me about your custardy goodness I didnt believe him. This is common- he overreacts, then continues to bombard you with flamboyant descriptions of different things (foodcity ones in general) until you are forced to try it.

I come from a long history of curta pies, thanks to my father. He partakes in baked goods on a regular basis, and accepts anything with a cup of tea. The exception is custard. This is not just any baked good, this is what you go to the bakery for. Taking his baked goods consumption into consideration, the amount of different custard pies he has eaten across the board shouldn’t be considered lightly- he is the custard pie master.

Imagine my delight after partaking in your majesty, that I would be able to get the custard pie tested by the custard pie master?

The exact words didn’t come till the end of the pie, and they were: 'That was a good custard pie. Yes, a very good custard pie....(pause).....Where did you buy it again?...(licking of fingers)....Can you buy in bulk?'

If you knew my father you would know that he buys everything in bulk and will try and laminate it after.

I also remember a time andrew and I had a little tiff about the meaning of art/life (so that’s a lie but I cant help myself. art? life? same thing) and he dropped 4 custard pies at my door with the instruction to share them with my flatmates. They all got a quarter each, one pie between four, and said it was the best morsel that they have ever eaten.

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in addition to this tribute I have created the first verse to the song you long to create,

it will be named 'The Only Difference Between Custard Pies and Life Is Nothing.'

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I just wanted to show pure gratitude/
filled with gratitude to the point that I let it overflow and fill/
stirs excitement within me/
I can still taste the exquisite goodness through my memory /
but in truth nothing matters much more/

come nowhere near to producing the magic that you do, constantly blows my mind/

you are incredible

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